the school of life is now in session: it's likely most are failing.

I have this huge stack of envelopes sitting on my desk,
all from random colleges.

Hawaii, North Carolina, Pennsylvania, New York, New Mexico, Oregon, Nevada, Indiana, California, Georgia, Virginia.

ODU is one of them. I think I'll save the letter simply out of love.
Brown was, too. I won't save that one; it pisses me off that I couldn't go.
HPU and UNC have miraculously avoided contacting me thus far(:

I attend a block schedule school, take most of my courses AP, and keep close friendships with students who have already graduated and attend college. By my senior year, there will be several courses I'm taking directly at or from (via the internet classroom systems) a University. For most of my peers, we're already in a college-like setting and will continue to grow deeper in it before graduating High School. The only thing that will be new or somewhat exciting after graduation will be the amount of people and the ability to register for the time that your classes are. None of that seems like something to be anxious for. It's probably why I take school colors in to consideration when thinking about a school - no way in hell would I attend somewhere predominantly orange.

That's cute.

So is my necklace.

I'm really excited for this afternoon.

I'm feeling completely uncreative.

I don't feel bad for not attending the concert yesterday.

I want asian food, but I'm not hungry.

I want a poptart, and don't need to be hungry to talk myself in to that one.

I should dry my hair, but I have a habit of procrastinating at the stupidest things.

I wish I hadn't started to babysit because now I absolutely adore little boys; I want one so badly.

My phone is too cute to suck so much.

Fuck my skewed thought process.